autumn

you know if you listen to the nature speak, you can always tell when the seasons are changing. It seems that here in Canada, fall awaits her turn right around mid August. Yes. The leaves change that early and there's a slight change in winds. There's a coldness at night and air smells differently.

I was driving the other day and i was thinking of a cool breeze and ocean air. In P.E.I. I miss those little house on top of red cliffs.

I think the reason why i find it so hard to build my life is because when i think of what i want, i can think of ten thousand possible lives i'd want to live.

I want to live on a cliff in P.E.I. But i also want to live near the beach in Costa Rica. Or travel through South America. Or live in a country house in Britain.

At least, they all seem to want to be in the country somewhere.