let's count our blessings when the darkness falls

the past few weeks have been a bit emotional for me. In the sense that the energy has been off and i've been feeling a bit blue. One thing about me is that i hate when things are uncertain. I keep forgetting that *I* am i n control of my life. If something/someone were to cause this emotional imbalance, i have the choice to exclude them from my life. It's just that i forgive and give thousands of second chances. But.. i can choose to allow another disappointment in my life or i can choose to avoid and say "no thank you!" and at the end of the day i'll probably be better off to change course in the matter. I'll probably gain more than i ever will waiting around. positive things... i have a good support system in my life, positive people who support me. And my creativity is blooming and people are noticing. thank you :)